Sunday 14 June 2015

Zyxware#7 started operating...



Human's are curious. Only curious minds could give birth to questions. Every question might have some answer, a few might led us a long way. Talking about me, for a few, I'm a tubelight in general, less curious of course. Hmm.. Baby.. I'm born this way (Credits: Lady Gaga).

Programmers often get challenged by new priorities. Doubts are no strangers, curiosity is like blood pressure, and we live with the ghosts. Once I've got stuck in the middle of no where. Forums come handy in these situations. I've a not very bad number as reputation in my name. 

Last day, before leaving home, I've left a question in the forum, but was left  unanswered, Aah..(gasp) They were helpless too. For a moment, it was a rush to drupal group in webchat. I've been there for a couple of times. I've thought it  to be a very serious chat, but has a funny space too.  

I'll share one such experience I've met with. Few might find far too little success in getting answered, what exactly happened with a lady who've dropped  her question a few minutes back. I had only my sympathy for her. Next chat  line gave me a ginormous laugh. 

She wrote: "I've boobs, so answer it".

Oh my gosh.. She must be one funny bipolar. Soon it was a rush of smiley's to the  dead chat window. I've left the chat with a smiley way to commitments.

It was my turn, I've my question inserted, waiting for responses. No matter what,  I get answered every time. It was JORDILA this time, I couldn't make any guess of persons gender from the name, forcing me to assume a guy (blush). The answer was quiet a surprise, it was one of those zyxware articles. Ha.. Finally things
are working out for zyxware. I was exited to share that I'm employed at zyxware.
He was curious about where I'm bred?? An
obvious question. He was born in  Barcelona and bred in Argentina, I was curious !!!!

Once he've travelled to India and is in mad love with our country. He continued...
He would love travelling to India. I've no idea what is he in love with, is it the f***ing caste system, never ending obsession for white skin, corruption, the so called cricket god or his game. What is it man??? Everyone likes aquarium, but  only the fishes inside know how horrible their lives are ...

He has asked me whether we are hiring or not??? My reply was the zyxware career  page. He was desperate to know whether we're planning to open new offices other than in Australia and US. By the moment, I wasn't feeling comfortable with his blabbering. I've replied, we are planning one in middle-east,  but are still in papers. 

Next question was the same exact. Hmm I know exactly what you 
meant. He might wanted to know whether we've any plans to open an office at Argentina. I've replied, I have no idea..

I've told him about the PHP developer oppurtunity. And It was a total disaster. 
I was flushed with questions.. Shussh... I was committed to explain the hiring  process. Although I've explained every step in hiring process,  I felt he was rather exited about face to face interview. 
He asked: in kerala?? 

I've told, Yes... I guess.  He expressed his concern on not being  a programming bud. I've backed him and asked him to be strong. Some times its good to say nice things to someone feeling low. 

Next comes the numbers, he wanted to know the current statistics. Commited replier, me replied, we are 70 or about employee community. Before leaving we've exchanged wishes. 

It was quite an experience.. I don't know what happened to his plans about zyxware.  I assume time is no far, when we have whites and blacks in zyxware's employees  list. Excuse my racist comment, But I can't help with it.

I'm doing good with my life.. making friends, having fun, stand out for  my people, throwing tantrums, and most importantly a plenty of family time. Well said
Robert Frost, Miles to go before I sleep,  Miles to go before I sleep. 


Dedication : I dedicate this to the person inspired me, who exactly know  who it is.
 

Tuesday 2 June 2015

Alone...




When I stood out in the crowd,
It was only me crying...
When I stood out in the crowd,
It was only me smiling...

There were many in the past,
Left are the ashes of mine...
Though I've expected this,
Time has tided away...

I doubt my presence in crowd, 
Some find those absence...
Figures out the innocence,
Care for what they do not...

When I stood out in the crowd,
It was only me crying...
When I stood out in the crowd,
It was only me smiling...

Sunday 15 March 2015

LAKSHYA - OHM THE BOW, ARROW THE SOUL


IT THING..  

She has an 'IT THING'  for quotes, I'm talking about my younger one. I remember, Once she has told me about her habit of writing quotes on her hostel room wall. I doubt, why isn't she busted yet by officials. She even has a collection of quotes.
I was 19, a teenager. Rebellious, wild, provocative years. The time I was introduced to pop culture, The year Michael jackson left us all with a gasp. Everything we saw, we've tried our best to be their virtues.


Once she shared this quote with me.
 
 "I beg young people to travel. If you don't have a passport, get one. Take a summer, get a backpack and go to Delhi, go to Saigon, go to Bangkok, go to Kenya. Have your mind blown, eat interesting food, dig some interesting people, have an adventure, be careful. Come back and you're going to see your country differently, you're going to see your president differently, no matter who it is. Music, culture, food, water. Your showers will become shorter. You're going to get a sense of what globalisation looks like. Its not what Tom Friedman writes about, I'm sorry. You're going to see that global climate change is very real. And that for some people, their day consist of walking 12 miles for four buckets of water. And so there are lessons that you can't get out of a book that are waiting for you at the other end of that Europeans - come back and go, "Ohhhhh." And the lightbulb goes on.
 - Henry Rollins."
 
Felt like she whispered it into my heart. I was touched. I was rebellious too.
From the moment, all I wanted was a passport. But I was only a guest for few
months.


I'M NOT IN THE GAME...

In the past few years, sundry of events has molded my life. Now I'm working
at zyxware. The company were planning for an outing. I had my mind set on not
being a part. The person responsible for coordinating the tour was Marin.
I tried my best with excuses, but she was
wouldn’t take no for an answer. Grr.... I should've tried better.


 
OMG.. THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING..
The day has arrived, but I was worried as it was my first time on train.
But the concern was short lived as one of my colleagues, Jagadeesh accompanied
me from Aluva. In an hour, we were to be joined by others from Ernakulam
and Tripunithura.


First time on train, everything has to offer me was a wtf(I meant what the fudge) moment, the chaiwalas (Why are they in here :O), the marvadis (Playing some instruments, Sounds good).


We were split into 2 groups for the game, "Guess the movie". We had a confident Maggie as our leader, sort of. An outrageous chithra on the other end. The geeks has destroyed the fun of game by googling for extremely old movie names (Cheaters...). In the end it was a tie. We had a lot of fun. The game brought out the charisma in Glenn and emily, playful persona in Jiji, Junaid and Tiju, Very much chirpy chithra, Always smart Arjun, Alfred and Maggie, Our Freakish Fathima, Vinod too had stopped by in between.


I took a break and had a short nap. Someone patted on my shoulders, we were about to reach trivandrum, in 5 minutes. 'She taxi' took us to hotel. I was exhausted, I was dying for some eatables. It was sadhya for lunch. I was delighted.


Spent few minutes in the room before we rushed to venue. On the way what I've noticed is the roads, they are rather more appealing than what we have here in Ernakulam, no waste junks to the side of the roads, and traffic signals at every junction.


MIRACLES DON'T HAPPEN BY CHANCE...

I wanted a miracle to happen, that the presentation to be lifted. But the Trivandrum hall at Technopark was waiting for us. On entering, It was Anoop sir on the podium to the very bottom left of the hall, wrapped by well furnished arc shaped tables, a few people were scattered over here and there. We were joined by Safallia and Marin, made there by their own.


LATE FOR SURE..


We were a bit late, we missed the introduction. Presentation was a long process. Over all, if my memory is alright, there were quite a few. After Anoop sir, we had one by Thomas, George, Vimal. Then.. Then... I'll make it random.
TCT team, Newsletter team, Hardware team. (If I forgot anyone, its not intentional. All I could blame is my stupid head.)


Anoop sir had briefed on the history of the organisation, the efforts he and his initial pals had put to built Zyxware as what we have today. He had explained on the various services offered by zyxware as an organisation towards the medical field, Also had expressed his desire to offer more services. Free software, Freedom walk also took a turn in his speech.


Thomas and George had more to say about the companies growth and its governing strategies. George had shared his experience on attending a media conference, importance of media in IT world. Thomas had kept reminding the growth figures 100 crores, 1000 employees. I felt the company is safe in their capable hands.


Vimal had explained about the heights we could attain as a tech mughal. He had a more emphasis on the technical strides to make the escalation process much swifter. He had quite a vision on the technologies that could be introduced to improve the organisation’s  brand. 

BEING SERIOUS...


The presentations that decorated at its best were, Yohannan sir,
and Abhai's. Others, even with its importance, I felt like they were busy handing the figures, 100 crores, 1000 employees and a few lost themselves somewhere in the presentation. I was enlightened by the way Yohannan sir had convinced his colleagues and Abhai's body language was appreciable.
(Its easy to judge, but If I don't mention these people, I'd feel guilty for not doing so.)


Later, momentos were handed over by their respective superiors. The day ended with a dinner at ginger restaurant. I'm not a foodie, all I could say is that the food was delicious. We went to bed urging for a blessed morning.


RUSH HOURS…


Woke up by someone knocking on the door. It was Jiji, she was all dressed up.It was 7.00 on the Clock, we were supposed to join the team by 7.45. 
Oh GOD.. A day with all its rush and hush. Grr...... Somehow we've managed to join the team.  


It was an hour long journey to poovar. In between, Mubashir had
some funny questions in hand. It was more brainstorming than funny I Guess! Phew! 
Yaser and gang entertained us with their folk songs.
 
From there 10 minutes to resort in boat. The mangrove, small channels dribbling to both sides, hushing meadows, streaming water were all watchful.


There was a children’s park in the resort. What was waiting for us was something that I can't digest even now, person in the swing was Thomas the ‘CEO’ and the rest of Zyxware, Trivandrum!


At around 1.00 O'Clock, we were put into groups to do a presentation on strategy related to media.  Many suggestions were put forward, every one has unanimously proposed the idea of Jijo to create an app that gives news related to a place. It was our presentation first. Presentations were going on.. the rest were busy with the food. The starters weren't good, but the ghee rice was cool.


FUN TIME...


We went for a walk through the resort, there were few rooms along the way. One of those was a prayer hall. A lady was performing prayers, the way she performed I guess she is a buddhist. Some time later, we went to one of those floating houses, it was a single bedroom, bathroom attached, perfect wooden furnishing. 


The wind outside the house was fun filled. Altogether it was awesome. After a few minutes, we left for the beach across the lake. I love beaches. I went to a beach when I was 10, ever since I fell in love with beaches. The sand dunes were white as porcelain, neat and tidy, water was blue (Felt like I'm somewhere in southern
Europe), The tides were rather busy to wash everything off the shore. The sun was in its mood, brightest as ever. The wind too was holding its hands with others to make the atmosphere a bit mischevious.
After returning to the resort, a few had their seats registered around the tables. Anoop sir was joking around, with his colleagues Thomas, George and Vimal. They were in casual mood. We didn’t get a chair. Someone has asked the guys to make place for ladies. It was only Anoop sir who had offered a chair. A gentleman. No one else weren't responding.
Premshankar : “Aarum kelkunilla… ’” (No one is listening)
The hall bursted into a big laugh. Krishna and her team were announced as the top dog of the strategic game. We left the resort by 5.30 evening after a group photo.


WISH LEFT..


Before having our dinner, we stopped by Kovalam beach, but it was all dark. I could barely see the tides leaving my wish to see Kovalam unfulfilled once more.


THE END...


By 8.00, After having  the dinner, saying goodbye to all. We left to catch our train. Everyone squeezed into their berths for a deep sleep, we had set alarm for 3.00 AM. I was feeling a bit awkward on my way to sleep.
Trmmm.....Trmmmmm.. 
The alarm.. Damn.. In 15 minutes, we left Ernakulam station in She taxi targeting vinod's home.
I took the front seat. I was feeling nauseous. Just before reaching
Tripunithura, I threw up. By reaching his home, Vinod had insisted to have an early cup of tea. But every one rejected with a sweet smile. May be they were concerned about me. Next stop, was my place. In an hour, we reached, I had to fulfill my formality, I had asked to stop by for a tea. Just formal, because I was at my worst.


Felt sluggish for next 2 days. Complete bed days. It was a bigger cost what I had to pay for.
Hmm... But those beaches, island, floating houses, they were all mesmerising and worth it.


Hats off to the hard work of the coordinators. Happy to be acquainted to many. It was an another world of joy and happiness. Hoping the best yet to come... that would ship me through its waves of happiness and sorrows....


QUESTION HOUR..


In Zyxware, questions are always welcomed. I don't know to whom I should ask this question, I don't know whether it would risk my job. As I have set my mind for this, It has nothing to do with looking back. We did a presentation cum media strategy session cum outing. When are we going to have a real outing? I meant a day or a couple of days only dedicated to outing.. No presentations.. No meetings… No strategies..


DISCLAIMER


Warning: Spelling or grammar errors in this article are the product of a poor schooling system. Pay teachers more than athletes!
Disclaimer: The above is the author's personal opinion, not intended to hurt or offend any individual or entity.


 

Friday 2 January 2015

2014 Goodbye ............ Crying a River.................

Good bye 2014....

        Yes an year passed. An year leaving many memories behind. Memories with a lot of happiness and a river of sadness. 

        The year started without any rush or treat. As always,  I've set my resolutions for the new year 2014. My resolutions were countless. But the most were,
1. To get a job change.
2. To start a blog.
3. To improve my reading habit.

        I'm happy to an extend that I could do some justice to my selves. I'm glad that I've achieved some height.

        For hunting down my first resolution, I was surfing for almost all job openings at the time. I was afraid whether the companies would black list my mail id. I was sending my resumes every week, thinking they would have rejected as my resume was not satisfying.
        Improved my resume every bit I could, still there was no end for sending mails.

 One day, I have received call from Zyxware Technologies to
attend their interview. I still remember the date, it was 29th of July 2014, I've received call from their HR Manager, Lijo Abraham to join the company at the earliest. 

        Yes.... I made it... Now I've started beleiving in perseverance. Just give it a try... Sure it is going to gift with surprises.

        Thanks for all your duas... +Umma +Vappa +Vallummas +Valluppa +Mamas +Ammayis +Muthapas +Muthummas +Elima +Elaapa and to my +EntireFamily

        Second was'nt a big deal, all I needed was to put my laziness by my side and start a blog.  I started my blog at http://liveyourselves.blogspot.com on 3rd of July. 
         Hurrayyyy, I'm a blogger now. Officially.....

          Hmm.... Third is the worst. It was a real deal. Deal of my
life. I hate books. No.. I don't. I like to hear stories. I don't hate books. May be I like to hear not to read. 
         I really want to explore most from the world of books as I could. I want to be said as one of artists (Some day...). I don't know, where does it come from when I open the book, ZZzzzzzzz and I fell asleep. 

           I've managed to find a pal with lot of books. I've borrowed one of those "A thousand splendid Suns" by Khaled Hosseini. I read 2(Oh god!!  2 BIG....) of 419 page and returned it ever happily. 
         
         Third is still a resolution. And this year comes... I was thinking why would I search for a new. I would rather pass this as the resolution for 2015(Decision pending...).  

          Don't know what would be the outcome.
Lets hope, I'll go mad for books one day.


Lets hope, I'll go crazy for if I didn't read a book a day. Oh my God!! Just Imagine, I'm going crazy for a book.. That would be worth watching.... Hilarious....

       Let the life go on... in its own swing... In its own rhythm... Winning every moment.... After a lot of thoughts, I came with a  resolution for this year. 

  "Never Ever set a resolution, Like ever" 

Lets give our life some time, Let it relax, Let it enjoy, Let it win for us. Let it give us surprises. Don't limit it to a period of time.  
            Better is yet to come that would ship through its waves of sorrows and happiness. 
With lots of hope....



Today's Quote : Everyone is a rock star, But only a few could make fans.